hi hello . lama x on9 :D

helo2 my names dibo. here is something you should know. hee! hi. sampai skg ak nda pena tfikir ak akan jauh smpai thap ini dgn ksygan ku si ham. ak sda sah jd tunang nya atas dasar cinta . you know what ? ilovehimsodamnmuch. lallaa. actually, ak sda boring ba blogging2 nihh. tp ak rindu. aiseh men. kalo kamu tgk bACKGROUND blog kuh . ini time hari berjaya dan gembira kami. 4 september 2011. nda mau la ak ceta vbyk . skg nih ak jg mama tunang ku yg br abis d bedah. kamu yg mmbca nih jgn laa byk tnya mls ak menaip taww. haha. mau ceta sikit nih. sejak akhir2 nih ak takut kalo si tunang mara. he never do those things to me yaww. hmpp. tp nda apa la. ak nih tunang nya yg sah so ak msti ikut ckp nya walaupun ak pndai dtg sot yg ak taw dia cintakan ak. terima kasih ali hamzahid ! love you .




this monday i will start a new journey :)
hmp. ak mauu start belajar sda d kuala lumpur . d international university college of nursing . huh~~ tunang ku blajr d kk. ak pula d kl. ini yg nda besttt nih. tp nda apala. kami d beri kesempatan dan kepercayaan olh parents ak harap ak dan si ali hamzahid nihh dpt gunakan dgn baik. heee/.


25 september HIS BIRTHDAY ;)
Hey , im sorry rangg. sampai umur mu 18 sda pun ak mc nda panggil kau ABANG mcm yg ko suruh . nda apa. sambat mama asalkan kita bkasih syg cukup sda tuh . kannnn.. 
anu. ak bg ko tshirt MUSTANG katun2 ja. biarpun bidak . i know kau akan buat itu tshirt btul2 ngam d bodyy bodyy bodyy muh . hoohoo.


AKU KEMAS BILIK MU YG MCM BILIK monkey SUDAH NIII +..+
Fuhhh ~ penat sehh ak kemas bilik mu . yg penat tuh nda pa. ak nda kisah. ak syg kauuu juga. alololo. yg paling mengena mcm d cucuk injection tuh. anu. ak jumpa kenangan lama mu. aishhh ! nda taw la klo ko mc ingat dulu ko pena suruh ak buang brg2 yg pena d bg olh EX ku. tp... kauu ? rupanya. ak jumpa benda baru lg slain ALI LOVE MAT dgn GAMBAR BABUN DGN PATUNG POOH. eeeeee.... gerammmm dohh ~ anu. ak jumpa tag nama yg ko bilang OC kepala bapaknya botak tu. mau juga ko tukar2 tag sama dia. ptt la ko happy ja tym orientasi tu . ak yg mati merindu kau. sialll laaa puihhh sm itu prempuan ak nda kira dia siapa!!!!! FARRRAH KUNUN. TUMBUK TUHHH . >.<
TP KANN.. ak mau ko taw ak rindu ko. baju mu yg ko pakai sblum ko p kk tuh . baju itulah yg ak harum2 . haha. aik2 kedaptan pulak . kekekekekk. 
aku syg bahh kau OM  !HEE. byk lg ak mau ceta tp kan. penat jarui ku menaip cubala sebut seja automatik trus tertera d skrin. berrhhhhhh~
okayy la . bye. sampai sini ja. AKU AKAN RINDU SI TUNANG KALAU AKU D KL SUDA....   :((


MUAHHH ~ RANGG........   :)

IM ENGGAGED WITH HIM

im his fiance :)

bored =_____________=

had so much fun with pak su ,ka za and the genkk . blahahahhah ! thanks for the warm treatment. :D
enjoyy sing a song .haha ! imma outta of mood . buhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ not in mood to blogging. Ham was crazy mad at me now . oohh god ! he hail me like a queen but ive disapointed him just bcus of my behave . i dun meant to hurt or lie him. i just cant andez10 him bh ! what he need . what he want =.="
he dont tell me but still mad at me ! hmp. okayyy na .i hope he will forgive me yaow. i do love him sooo muchh ! :)   muahhhhugs! miss you already rang . bye bye - off to fairyale-  

LONG TIME NO BLOGGING :)

HELLO PEOPLE spreaadd LOVEE !! 
  heyy . tommorow is myfli8 at 8 am. imma off to kk for hours then fly to johor . actually, mysist asked me to company her and her baby zuqii . and i ody pomiss her to go with . and i want to relaxx after 12 years at school . huuu . shopping and burpping ! blahhblahblah ! imissthisbloggy :) aiyoo! one thing to confess . I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE TO GO but i just want to know how they miss me wen im gone . 1stly my mom :D . hee.btww! i met him at 4 o'clock today, he's with his couzie MADRAH or MARDAH ? =.="and my clumsy stupiddoo MAYA , haha , it was funny to stooory. madra and maya know each other! and im not gonna be a MATCH MAKER anymore. my OM mad at me bout dat! buhh . HAHAHA ! hell yeah! myhubby **** me and blaaahhblahhblahh me loo . i know he want too ! either me. kikikiki :P 

my gossh ! widout noticeee, i cried inside my tears drop ! haha . imma fucking tears princess . but, so romantic loo. i miss his smell that lingers on ma haiirrrr now ! bueekkk ! [ ohh LORD ? am i prentending dat im happy ? ]

he "VIGOUR ME OUT"like i just dont want to let him go anymore. Like usuall he's busyy with his HURRY ! teeeetttt ! im gonna miss our date here . i know he love me, he wudnt do something widout telling me 1st . yehh ! imma queen control! SO WHATTTTT ?!! fuck you . blablah. i gave him my oldy beuty messy RING . jejeje . tiny like a virus on her finger. HAHA ! but, it was so sweet . i hope he will take a gud care of that cheap ringg :/  

I DONT CARE WHAT THEY SAY IM IN LOVE WITH YOU .  oo Hamzahiidd i'll miss your horny2 . hahahah ! :D jokeee . 

i think im sleepy already ! -..-
 huuuii ! dont know whatt to say . my boyfiee si comel now mad at me . sulkingggg kot? -.- but wat eva its is. i dun wnt to blame him cuz i noe how much he loved me yaoow ! handsome boyfriend saya tuu taw! :P
i ever felt wat he's feeling rite now . he used to planed that he want to study at MAHSA college kunnun. i, sorry to say ive 5 REASON to NOT ALLOWED HIM GO .

1 : I'LL MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY
2: IM NOT READY HAVING DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP CUS HE WANT TO STUDY NOT jln2.
3: MAHSA COLLEGE NOT SUITABLE FOR HIM
4: I DONT WANT HE INVOLVED WITH THIS HEALTY COLLEGE BAHH . I WANT HIM TO BE    STUNNTT BOYY :p  buekkkk ! 
5 : CUZ I WILL CRY FOR 1 YEARS EVEN HE GO FOR ONE DAY ! believe it or not its up to you :P

okayy naa . im veryy sleepy, tommorow need to wake up early . SAY GOODBYE to SANDAKAN . not to ALIHAMZAHID . He always be with me when ever i go . 

blasssttLOVE sayannnggg : _JHA_ syygg kamu my om.

its gonna be fun when tommorow never come :D HATE YOU MISS FEBRUARY ! HATE YOU MR 28th . both of you dragged my spirit gone bad . =..=

mom said .. 
kita tguk laa spm mu ne nakk . ada limpas ada laa gift2 mo etoo . 


=..=
silent been generated . gaga ?! omg .
tiew . a bit scared laa . fuhh . hope its gonna be alrite .
hello myresult ..tell me dat u are in a gud condition . sohai me !
gugugagalalallalalla ~~  dindongbell !! miowwmioww .
ngeee ! this fuckin' feeling vigour me outt ! 


SPM . SPM . SPM . SPM. SPM . SPM . SPM 2010 !!!!!!


This is terrible. I am considering suicide and I get more and more serious about it with each passing day. the pain is unbearable both physically and emotionally. I want to die. Someone please give me any hope and advice that they can give. COZ I DID NOT TRY MY BEST IN SPM EXAMINATION . now .. much of regret ! fuckk youuu ! suicide is better ! wuuut ! pray to god . help me .

=.='

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love :)

GOOD NIGHT :)

iwanthisodamnmuch

Ho Ho Ho ! :D

saya mahu ini   :D


LOVE IS JUST LIKE A FAIRYTALE :*

XOXO

ne vidd lucu eh ! haha . rotate lu kpala slum tgk ne . mw bgambar tp record plak . haha . lool .

v e r y f u n n y :D


HE SAID . HE FALL FOR ME BY THIS PIC . lalalalala :P

VERY SMALL kb . hahaha

stupidbodobodoLALALALA ~

I knew for sure that . . .
A new chapter in my life would 
begin from the start.




     THAT IS YOU ...

edit guna hp biar bidak tp semmart :)

Trip over love, you can get up. Fall in love and you fall forever.

BLUUUUUURRRRR . haha

Love is like a fire. Whether it is going to warm your hearth or burn your house down, you'll never know.




:D

i really DON'T WANT this feeling vigour me :((

sOObs~ big girls dont cry  :)


i am sorry for being too emotional .
I am sorry for being mean .
I am sorry that I cry for you .
I am sorry coz I can't imagine my live without you .
I am sorry for my self centered love .
I am sorry I cared not enough .
But trust me when I say that I love you .
Should I say sorry for that too?
Sorry for each time I have hurt you .
Sorry incase you do not like anything I say or do .
Sorry for the times I have put up a fight .
Sorry I don't understand why I just can't do a thing right .
Sorry if I am sometimes so complicated .
Sorry for making you feel frustrated .
Sorry I am unable to fight back the tears .
Sorry for times I kept you away from peers .




BANG ! BANG ! BANG ! i can speak in english very well  :P
FUCK YOU . 


and im sorry [ saya kuat cemburu ] 
ACTUALLY , i hate dis freaky behave too .
but . NEW me when i met you . iloveyou .


xoxooxoxooxoxox~

please

GIRL LANGUAGE 






-> if i dont text you : ( its 


because im waiting for you to text me .. ) 




-> when i walk away from you mad : ( follow me )




 -> when i push or hit you : ( grab me @ dont 
let go )




 -> when im quiet : ( ask me what's wrong.. )




 -> when i ignore you : ( give me your 
attention .. )




 -> when i PUSH YOU AWAY .. : ( pull me BACK )




 -> when you see me crying : (wipe my tears & ask whats wrong wile)

merajuk :(

B A D D A M N S U L K I N G =.=

im jealous about your past ?

heaven yeah , im a JEALOUSHITT :)

coax me if you can :P

SAYA KUAT CEMBURU .
JADI KENAPA ?!! =..='

confess :)

I AM A JEALOUSHITTTTTTT 1 . 
fight me if you can :)

love you AYEE :)

love you AYEE :)

                                               A. Y. E . E

 

                           LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE  

 

I know there is no permanent thing in this world. So I have to be ready for unexpected things. Because maybe the way you treated me today, will not be the same as tomorrow.

Sometimes your time is better spent on those people who love you unconditionally. Rather than wasted on those who only love you when the conditions are right for them.

 

i dont noe how to start , but everyday i often thinking of him :)

loveyousyygg. maybe , mybehave towards eu too rude ba kan?i dun noe why im so obbsses want to noe bout wat eu duin' .wer eu go,with who. wat tym eu go,wen eu'r home. aww! imissyousobadly . :((

                        H

                                       M A H A N Y

                                           M

When I first met you, I never imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you. I never thought that I would have dreams about you, miss being by your side, or even get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentioned your name. When I first met you I never thought that I would love you as much as I do.  :)

 

 

 DIBODIBODING . DINGDINGDINGBO . DIBODIBODING . :D

              :)

 

When a guy can handle your flaws, love you on your moody days, kiss you when you don’t look great, and say you’re beautiful no matter what happens, he’s worth loving. 

JHA LOVE YOU :p

i want this baby [ someday ] (:

i wanna be your mama :)

 i wanna be a perfect mother soon  :D
a sexy wife to my hubby HAMZAHID .

 PERFECTT ....

     
  BESTTT NYA !!!!!!!!!!! HAHA . 
:)

i will have this all one day . 
with him . my ayee . loveyousodamnmuchh .

DIBODIBODING ! heeeee . muahhhx!
 

Elette - Photograph at BetterPhoto.com

Elette - Photograph at BetterPhoto.com

sick

sakit . . .
    yah . skg ne skiitt , smlm demam teruk nsep  ada c inah jd pnawar..smlm ada jua koling2 ma c ham. sampaii mngantuuk . tym bckp ma dea tuh oke jua skli ttdo da dmam mula la mmbrontak . manja sgt smpai ak mnanges2 jaa . hha . mnja la knun. best jua tym skit2 ne d manja olh suma d sni trutamanya my mother . agak2 jm 3lbh bgtu pnas sda kplaku . muntah2 sda ne . nda than pnggil la c ina. triiak mcm bdak2 . skli ada sda bu tcinta dsna bruu laa demam reda cket . subuh2 low sda temperature . pg dtg lg . naa , mcm yg d ckp d suh bsiap pg kliniik . pkai treksuit ma sweater ja . mngigil ksejukan mndii pg . pg klinik pkul 8 ,pkul 9 bru d pggil . rmai pesakitt . skg ne npak laptop n b.band laju . apa lg on9 la kjap berpon sakit2 bgnii . hmpp, d klinik td muntah2 seja . d bg ubat mati kuman, demam , tonsil bngkak, tahan muntah , batuk and kna INJECTION . jarumm loo bisa nyerr .actually ,ak takut ba jarum ne brani sak td sda bsar kn . pg klinik chua ats yong hin sna dgn kazenku sbb mymom busy kan . ada jua c ham sms pukul 10 gtu " bangun2 " . pdahal ak sda bgtaw dea yg ak pg klinik . blhnya dea lupa . entah sapa ja d ingat nya . lpas check up bru ak bls textnya bgnii ... " kilinik " . pastu 50 jqm bru d repnya bgtw yg c fami psng turbo knun . minta maaf pon nda . klo iyapun busy kestaw laa . ini nda , mnuggu ak sms nya nda pndai dtg . ak ada bls tym mkn sda ma durang c ama, c adzmi blanja laki c kembar yg gaji harii ini . mentang2 ak skit td , d tnya la ak " apa jha mau ? " ngee . nda sda ak d syko2 nya .  :))
slumber ja c ham . kol ak pon nda . ak ada sms lg, delivered. then, nda dblas . ak call hp OFF . off . OFF . sms pun pending . SAKITTNYAA hati . =.=
busy mcm mana pun nda blh kestaw ka HAMZAHID ?klo hp lowbatt nda blh pnjm hp kwn kestaw ak ? TAMBAH laa ak skiitt . :))
ihh . sdalaa . bgs ak tidur . bubye blog ku sygg , kau laa jg pngubat hati yg skitt ini . blh jg mngaduu . kann .. nda mcm boyfriend tercinta mngasi skit aty ja d taw nya . its okay, nevermind DIMAAFKAN jua. terima kasih daun keladii aa rang . iloveyou , kdang hateyou juga,.......  =..= 




                                     andai kau tahu
                  imissyousodamnmuch

nomatterwhatistillloveyou :) 

CANT SLEEP :)

3:30 already =..=
    nda dpt tido . plus tbca lg status sindirin dr c JERAWAT tu . nda pala . JD yg terbaek ja ba . knn ? >.< hmmmmpp . i still cannot sleep oh . nda tw npa tlalu sensitif da ne . knpa aa? today is suck ! suck than i tot . wat a stupid toshh oo jha.. ne ary gadu ma ham. nda tw laa. everytym dea p bjln widout kestaw ak dlu mcm skitt pla atyku . sakiit sgtt oo . dea ckp lg ndada knun dea pjln mrokok ja knun d luar ruma . apalatuh? taiikk laa! malar ckp ' jgn tinggalkan aku ' . mcm mau d kc tinggal plak ko ne kan peccary ?=..= . ak bncii kau . ko salu wat ak high blood . sakkiit sgt hatiku ini . Td ak tepon ko tuh igtkan ko tido . teda plak text mu smpai2 kn . ada ak text ko " nnt lah text, ak teda mood ne" . naa . besalah ayat2 mrajukkk tahap gaban . LATE nya dea blss . KLAU ADA KERJA PUN BGTW LAA DULU . skg ne ak bwat keputusan .. ak namau lg ambik taw ko bjln p mana2 . SUKAHATI mulaa . =..==
i hate you,
xurxurxuxrurxuxrxrxurr~~ mgantuuk da ak ne . sok ada kenduri tuk c kembar . tido lu ak aa. mklumlaa mo pakai baju kurung bsuk . haha .. :P
keep it up jha ! kau boleh hidup tnpa c Ham slama beberapa jam . [ tp a few hours sak laa ? ] blablablablablabalabalablablablablabla~~~~~~~~~~~~ ak syygg kau OM boddo . bg jak ak masa tuk suma ne . ak mc mo mnumbuk mangsa baruu . gpun ak bgaduh lg ma c mama . whatsoever !!!! fight2x . mo bperanng pulak . haissh ! ak timbak jua KAU ni JERAWATBATUUU bin COP . ahha . buduh c minah tudung ne . maallaass ak pndengki btull c hidung kembang nie . aiishh ! babaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii  :((((

BAD DAY !!!! I HATE THIS .






I AM JEALOUS WHEREEVER YOU ARE !!!
NO EXPLAINATION BEFORE PERMISSION ASSHOLE !!!!!!!!!!  =.=
eeeeerrgggggggggggghhh !

you ever told me this rite !!
haissssssssshh . hate dis part .
moron me . =.=

i just want you to know :)

jgn mcm ni mcm tu mcm ni mcm tu bahh .

ini dia text mu . . .

     

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Dulu btxt .rancak . bnyk ceta . Tme maxis tiap mlm call. Br pn brapa minit . Lpas tu slalu jmpa. Happy gila . Gna DG lg.24jam btpn .24jam jua bgaduh. Then,nda dpat jmpa. Pngorbanan? Ak nda fham. Skg . Txt pn ssah . Smua pn brubah ikt masa .Byk sda kt lalui bsma2 (: cma cintaku kpdmu ndakn pudar tp mkin HIGHLIGHT . Hee .Sorry craps pagi2 buta gni . Cma ak rindukan ko . Maw jmpa ko sgt2 .Tp nda dpat. Haie . Ak tggu hari tu tba utk dtg . Akan tunggu. Msti pnatkan ko ari ne. Tdo awal. Liur mgalir da (: hmp. Jga dri bek2 aa. Aku cinta kau . Henshin..

SENDER :

<3 ayee

+60165527210

MESSAGE CENTER :

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SENT :

17-JAN-2011

01:42:13 am

i love you bcus eu always find a way to make me smile .LOVE YOU MY HAMZAHID MY OM MY AYEE MY HELLBOY . 

:))

im sorry ambil gambar yg ndada nmpak gg .

:PPP

im not rock :(

xoxo :) [ my soul sister ]

     hello . today is my twins bday ! hihi . she's d best thing i nver knew i needed . she always there to build me up but now she spent much tym wit her hubby . dis march she's having a baby girl . rawrr~ eu rowkk sista ! iloveyousomuch evendow u'r busy body . oppss ! hueueue , thanks . everytym i think of eu my tears cme rushing into myface . why ? bcuz i remind of best treatment at kk loooo . eu indulge me . hehe! me owes sulking2 ba kn . n eu coax me wid ur rcipe !

:(( miss thattt !

tringat ne msa kta d kk . ak mnta duit mu sedjaa . kan? haha . ko blang bwa2 la ba bjimat HANTU !babt btul kuat mkn mcm puntianak . =..=  burburburburburburburr~~~~~~~~~~~~~

boddo . and ak ingat lg pesan mu . klo bcnta.. bncng2 bgs2 .. ego ckit tp jgn ego byk . jgn maafkan llk yg mnta puji tuh . haha !imissourmomenttogether , imissyourspeech . ouh godd ! iloveyousodamnmuch ROLYN . heee .  :"(

no gift loo   @.@

              sorry . ive no money ! haha . ak arap ko bhagia dgn c abg mikh . oke buss ? boom2 shake2 . hoho . nt kuar ank muh cm muka kita jg tu . baby face . kan? kita itu cantik bah . kan kuat kentut ?? haha . blah2 . ak mc igt jg ko salu syko2 ak smpai ak mnangiss . duii3000x!

apakah boddoh ?!!  ak mngis dgn saiko murahan mu etu . buhh ! yg ak taw . ak sygg ko sgt .

antara ko dgn c buntall , ko la jg c kag2 yg ak sygg ! soul sister gtuu loo ! \m/

ak salu pksa ko blikan ak ssuatu biarpun mhal . haha ! kta mu.. ' len kali la ba babat ! '

tp esoknya , ko blikan sda ak ! hihi . BODYGLOVE jenama ksukaan kita . 

TKS juga .. ahhaa , murah ba cardigan nya sna . JIMAT BIN SAVE BUDGET . hhihi

kini kau jauh , hmp . mau mgadu something ma kp pun segan2 sda . almaklumlaa .. ko sda kawen , kann ? maluu ak .  =..= pndai maluu jua kan ak ni . BTW , ko yg ajar ak apa etu hidup

. inah , amah n d most my hell boy ALI HAMZAHID . haissshh . jiwang plak ak . 

oouh ROLYN ! ko tw ka . ak ne nakal yg btambah sda ne . haha . tp sbnarnya knakalan ku ne satu penyesalan yg besar . 

     . AKU MAHU JADI MACAM KAU .

you are good daughther

you are good sister 

you are good siblings

you are good listener

you are good adviser

you are good wife

you are good F.R.I.E.N.D.S .

                  SOUL SISTER

:)

   ko potong ba rambutt mu kan . ahha . jelita ft rihanna , haha . kena marah ko c inah kan?

haha . n ko mnyesal ptong rmbut mu .. :P

ak suka taik lalat mu d atas/siring bibir tuh .

mcm kazen kita c nan .

this is youu .. muahh !

ak takut khilangan kau ba OM .

Yes I’m scared, yes I’m jealous. I’m scared that you think she’s pretty, I’m scared that you find her more interesting, I’m scared that you think she’s so much better than me, I’m scared that you’re gonna leave me soon. And yes I’m jealous that she gets to see you, I’m jealous that you talked to her, I’m jealous that you had fun with her. I’m scared.. I’m jealous. But that’s only because you mean a lot to me. 






     YAH . IM JUST A JELOUSHIITT ONE  :)




ak sygg ko . tulaa ak nmau org bckp sal ko . i just want to peace with pepol wo know us and around us . ak nmau ada urg dengki ma kita . :)
ko paham kn? ak nda ska d sumpah2 dlm ati . THINK TWICE babyy . muahhh !ber kita d humban dgn batu humban drg dgn buah . klo drg umban dgn batu besar . naa~~ umban jak dgn litchak . hmmpp. pasir kaa .  :D

hunnyloveyou

oke sygg ? i love you so strong ayee .  :))

bangg ur head ! =..=

fuhh , baru ne rajin lawat2 blog =.=

     actually ak bwat ne blog ak namau ada follower pon . :)

sap ak ne byk ckp nt d ckp byk bhong plak knn . skg ne ,ak nda bngam ma mom ku . blah2! blah2! im just a lil daugther to them loo. ak bnci d kong2 btw!! da?! haish . nda tw mw ckp apa . ak mo larii ja dr umah ne . n tgal dtmpt yg 1 org pn nda tww . :D

ak mo edup 1 urg ku ja . pduli laa boringg . ak mo tnang kn driku.

ak mo sndri bwt msa ne . i can't bear on dis pretending. 

lg 1 ne . c ham lg . aisshh ! ntah , ndatw mw ckp apa.  =.="

ak nda slahkn dea sap over protective ma ak . Tp kdang2 ak dpt rsakan hnya dea ja yg ble bwt ak rsa apa etu hdup n ini bknnya propaganda .

mlassssssssssssssssssssssssssssss  .

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